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[30 Dec 2008|03:00pm] |
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This has got to be my lamest semester break ever. I had like a dozen things in my to-do list but I did NONE of them.
-What happened to Singapore, Meera?
-What happened to Genting, BriBri?
-What happened to Penang, Ann?
-What happened to the beach, Arina?
-And what the fuck happened to Thursday nights at Mindy's!??!!!
Ok, so maybe it's my fault since I started working first. Then Brian. Then Arina. And the rest of the fucking crowd. I can't believe everyone's ditching play for money D: I envy you Myraaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!! You're working in a fab company now with a hot intern that you can slave around T_T I'm so joining you next year. Seriously.
Oh oh! If you guys haven't been to Avenue K, I totally recommend it! But only because of Quattro lol. Its pwetttyyyyyy <3 Tho, Arina still prefers Ice Bar.
I'm in Klang right now and I'll be here til Saturday. But I guess you already know that >_> (Mr. Kepochi on the loose). I thought Hani was gonna be here but obviously Celcom's slow = no no net speed is far more attractive >_> Which reminds me - OI NANA, you still not talking to your sister??
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AUGH BOSAN GILE OMG KILL ME NOW!!!!!
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[26 Dec 2008|02:16pm] |
I've been feeling this numbing anxiety for a couple of days now. It's like I'm expecting something bad to happen without any plausible reason and it's just hellish. I'm going on my merry ways one moment and clamming up the next. I feel like I'm teetering on the edge of a cliff here *sighs*. Yeah, that's another thing I do a lot recently - sighing. At first I thought it's because I'm pissed at Nana for the cf bullshit she pulled on me and/or at Min for being a condescending jackass last Monday but knowing me myself and I, that's not something huge enough to get me so emo (i HATE being taken for granted. don't take me for something convenient). Then I thought it's probably because my relatives are coming over for Christmas (dad's side. basically people I dont get along well with.) but it didn't even turn out half as bad as I thought it would be. And if you're thinking it's because of the post prior to this, you can leave that train of thought. A dramatic moment in my life but it's all good now. There's hope for her <3
So what the heck is my problem dammit!?!! Oh and I swear I'm not pms-ing. If I went into details about how exactly I feel right now, it'll just be morbid and depressing. And speaking of emo (lol shush memyra), I came across this blog post:-
"I don't know what happened, I was just fine, having fun, living my life, dressing in colors, just being a teenage girl.
now all the sudden, the lights of my shiny life broke down, I'm turning dark, crying at every stupid reason, listening to Three days grace wich I used to hate, razorblades and soda caps are suddenly tempting, the thought of death is the most optimistic thing I can think of.
my heart is so broken, that the other half of it is on the right side of my chest, it hurts to smile,to eat, to talk, to breath. it's easy to frown, to cry, to write, to scream, it's easy to DIE.
now i'm only half emo, when i cut my wrists and slit my throat, then i'll be a real emo. dear blog, get me outta this. by the way i just bought an eyeliner...."
*snorts*
Please slaughter me if I ever stoop that low.
MyrASS (lol) said it's coz she's channeling her emo to me. Thanks babe but your break-up isn't your loss *hugs*
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[07 Dec 2008|01:51pm] |
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My grandmother has lung cancer. She only has 5 months to live. I just found out 10 minutes ago.
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[30 Nov 2008|10:36pm] |
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Most of my dreams are weird to begin with but last night's dream takes the cake. I don't quite remember how it started but somewhere in the middle I ended up playing musical chairs with a bottle of Chivas. Yeah, only one. And that girl from 'Hairspray' sang for us, song after song, so I had to keep on playing the damn game. What's worst was my hair kept on growing as I completed every round! But before I had the chance to find out if my ears were bleeding, I woke up (thank god). I blame it all on Zac Efron's gelled hair. I was somewhat fascinated by the fact that his hair reminded me so much of an anvil. That and also the pleasure of seeing Travolta with huge boobies. But dang, that dream was totally whacked. So much so that the first thought I had when waking up was "I need to go see Vicky" (my hairdresser).
So I did XD
Vicky was reluctant to cut off my curls but "hair is money" so she snipped off 2 inches and layered it front and back. She refused to cut anything more. It was the shortest visit I've ever had, not to mention the cheapest too lol. Usually I'd go for their treatment and whatnot but I've been paying a lot more attention to my hair lately. Last year, I had no idea that there was such a thing as hair-yoghurt and now I'm using all kinds of product like hair-mask, shine serum, and yes, hair-yoghurt <3
*eyebags alert*
BEFORE
AFTER
Not much difference right? I should've insisted on a shorter do dammit. Oh well, at least it's a safe style. I'd rather stick to this than get it butchered like Nana's (it wasn't really that bad but she did look jinjang from some angles XD). Maybe next time I can try perming it like Nicole and Rea's. Such pretty pretty hairs *sighs*
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| Officially 22... |
[26 Nov 2008|11:57pm] |
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I turned 22 today :D
Such a disappointment actually. I'm still the same afu - still facing the same problems, still doing the same shit, and just barely surviving life's ordeal. Not that I was expecting any major changes in my life (obviously I didn't put any real efforts in improving the way I do things). Yes, 'disappointment' here is towards myself. I'm already twenty two and I still haven't achieve anything significant (education aside). Someone said that twenty two is still 'budak mentah' but heck, that just sounds convenient. And you know what's even more disgusting? Knowing that most likely my life is on 'repeat' until I'm twenty three. And twenty four. Maybe even twenty five. It's not that I don't appreciate what I have now (I'm very thankful to God for being there when I needed Him the most) but I KNOW that I could've done something MORE with my life...
Oh. I started cutting back on cigarettes early this year, an attempt to quit smoking. I don't think I'm doing great but I am getting there. My family and friends are friggin awesome so I might just make it (this time). I suppose that IS an achievement.
Does this count as an emo post Rea?
Anyways. Like all birthdays, this year was just as brilliant. Shaun was the first to wish me at 11:45pm (surprisingly lol). Next in line was my bro at 12:00am. He called from uni and hogged the line for an hour or so (much to the distress of my friends XD). I went out with Myra, Lyiaa, and Hawa for lunch AND dinner but at different places lol. Lunch was at Pyramid and dinner was at Curve. Lyiaa wanted to go karaoke-ing but we voted against it coz once she starts, she can't stop (it's true babe HAHAHA). The boys came after dinner and we headed to Laundry. Am so very exhausted right now. But in a good way <3 Both my parents are currently overseas but that didn't stopped them from calling me <3 My dad felt so terribly guilty (coz missed last year's as well) that he actually gave me a whole week's worth of celebration <3 Very awesome indeed.
That pretty much sums up my day. A lot of celebrating plus a lot of thinking. More celebrating than thinking perhaps... basta.
[EDIT]
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) kuronology drew this for my bday - http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v644/hayden-clone/hd.jpg
She's super awesome and because of that I love her very much. Once I get back home, I'm gonna print that out and stick it on the front of my file <3
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[23 Nov 2008|12:59am] |
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Why the new layout when I don't even update as much?
Simply because the ads annoyed me to no end lol. A question for those with basic account: do you guys see adverts in your lj page when you're not logged in? Coz I do and I thought adverts only appear when you opt for the plus account...
Huh.
Oh well. I needed a new layout anyways. This one's pretty simple compared to my previous layout (which was made by my darling purple-chan). Shows how terribly brilliant I am when it comes to designing XD
Cheers~
ps: not really a fan of hiroto but he's uber cute with that umbrella <3
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i just found out that MY NEW LAYOUT ISN'T SAFARI-FRIENDLY D:
bummer.
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| Just one of those goddamn nights... |
[29 Oct 2008|12:17am] |
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Just when I was about to give up on blogging, something extraordinary happened...
Yeah, that's me being sarcastic.
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Just PEachy says: how come call u back tak jawab one
nurul afu says : sorry... on silent
Just PEachy says: wellno reply la
nurul afu says : i just checked. sorry laaaa.
Just PEachy says: why u hidding/
nurul afu says : coz i malas nak layan other ppl
Just PEachy says: so sad meh
nurul afu says : emo
Just PEachy says: about?
nurul afu says : life... in general.
Just PEachy says: one of those days huh
nurul afu says : yeah. feel like you just wanna bang your head against the wall until you puke your guts out. then stand up and do it all over again.
Just PEachy says: huh
Just PEachy says: dun worry la
nurul afu says : shit... now i can't avoid ppl. i didn't even realize my status was 'online' lol. shit.
Just PEachy says: been there
Just PEachy says: maybe its just your monthly things
nurul afu says : "monthly things"?? you mean pms?
nurul afu says : lol. did you NOT learn anything from all those chicks you dated. tsk tsk tsk.
Just PEachy says: huh
Just PEachy says: wat to do huh
Just PEachy says: huh
nurul afu says : sighing won't get you anywhere...
nurul afu says : go watch chicken porn la
Just PEachy says: hehehe
Just PEachy says: fuk u la
nurul afu says : you sound desperate enough. for the chicken porn.
Just PEachy says: take it easy huh
Just PEachy says: huh
Just PEachy says: from where?
nurul afu says : from your 'huh'
Just PEachy says: heheh
Just PEachy says: likethat also can
nurul afu says : i'm also partially psychic. it helps.
Just PEachy says: yes....
nurul afu says : i'm gonna go bang my head against the wall now. see you thursday.
Just PEachy says: take care huh
nurul afu says : mmhm. watch chicken porn huh.
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I'm very much aware that it doesn't justify anything but it's sweet that he cared. Even if he was stoned. Doesn't that say something? Ah, "life goes on". Some things aren't worth the brain capacity to mull over but then again, those "things" are whats gonna bite you back in the ass when you're not expecting. Hence my current predicament.
This is afu saying "FUCK OFF YOU UNGRATEFUL PIECE OF SHIT."
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is it possible to die from cramps? ajjsdkfhjdfuckowwwww *crawls to the bed*
at this very moment, i absolutely loathe the fact that i'm a female D:
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| braindead monkeys XD |
[27 Jan 2008|12:46am] |
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I LURB YOU GUYS!!! The dodgy vid rox my effing sox off!
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[17 Jan 2008|02:59am] |
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Things haven't gone the way I planned so far. And surprisingly, that doesn't suck. Nel's unexpected departure was an oversight on my part but Adi played the whole scene flawlessly (and not to mention soooooo realistic) that the rest of us just fell into his flow. I think Maria was floored by all the attention. I'm worried about Nel though... if looks could kill :x
Someone told me that love is like a whoopie cushion. You won't know it's under you until you sit on it.
Heh, here's to fate.
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| akfskjsdhjfghfj!!!!! |
[31 Dec 2007|05:22am] |
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NT 13 almost kiled me...
Godammit Yamane-sensei! Do you WANT us dead!?!! And what the hell is wrong with my mood icon!?!!! Why the fuck is it smilling!?!!!!
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[13 Sep 2007|04:18pm] |
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*clears her throat*
So I've got this theory on how the GazeBois get there 'gazette no saiko' look during photo shoots. And after a round of bong, these are the results XD Seriously, just look at those expressions! You can put anything porny in the thought bubbles and it WON'T sound weird XD
( doometh )
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[02 Aug 2007|05:13pm] |
Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net
They need emo hair.
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| pimping time! |
[26 Jul 2007|11:42pm] |
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I know, I know... I've neglected my journal hella long! But what can I say, I'm a busy bee *cackles* XD
Anyways, this webcomic deserves pimping! - http://www.honeysyn.net/index.php
That page in particular because Charles hair is aajshglfjgkLOVE!!!!! Head to the archive to access all the chapters.
*shoos everyone away*
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[05 Jun 2007|10:58pm] |
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I was robbed today in front of my own freaking house! I was inside the car when this dude wearing a motorcycle helmet opened the passenger's door and snatched my handbag. A pair of Mat Rempits I think (judging from the bike they were on). The guy even laughed at me. There goes my wallet and mp3 player. Thank god my cellphone and house keys were in my pockets. And there was only like 10 bucks left in my wallet. I was on my way to the gym btw so not much stuff in that bag. But the incident did more then just shocked me. I was shaken up pretty badly and if it weren't for my neighbors, I would've probably crashed my car on the way to the police station. The cops weren't much help. I was this emotional mess and the only words of comfort that he could offer was "happens all the time". But I am truly thankful to God that I wasn't at gun/knife point and that they didn't have the balls to do anything more than what they did. It's pretty scary when I think back on how calculated the act was. They could've been watching me for days before striking. I guess my dad wasn't as neurotic as I thought he was. It's gonna be a long while before I drive alone anywhere again.
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| LOTR funnies XD |
[08 May 2007|11:17pm] |
I was clutching my tummy throughout this whole clip XDDD This is from the extended DVD version btw. Elijah Wood is an awesome sport lol.
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